Married (Happily) With Issues

Excerpts from Married (Happily) With Issues, by Elizabeth Weil

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I've never really believed that you just marry one day at the altar or before a justice of the peace. I believe that you become married — truly married — slowly, over time, through all the road-rage incidents and precolonoscopy enemas, all the small and large moments that you never expected to happen and certainly didn’t plan to endure. But then you do: you endure.

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Still, night after night, I'd slide into bed next to Dan. He often slept in a white T-shirt and white boxer briefs, a white-cased pillow wrapped over his head to block out my reading light, his toppled stacks of cookbooks and workout manuals strewn on the floor. He looked like a baby, fresh and full of promise. In psychiatry, the term "good-enough mother" describes the parent who loves her child well enough for him to grow into an emotionally healthy adult. The goal is mental health, defined as the fortitude and flexibility to live one's own life — not happiness. This is a crucial distinction. Similarly the "good-enough marriage" is characterized by its capacity to allow spouses to keep growing, to afford them the strength and bravery required to face the world.

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+ Published in The New York Times, on December 1, 2009 +